Pack light. One change of clothes,
toothbrush, comb, headlamp, a book
shoved into your day pack. Leave room
to carry the breath, a low rumble,
of the man sleeping roughly next to you,
the crackle and hint of lingering smoke,
from a winter fire in the hearth,
the whispered story that kissed
the day’s end. Take only that evening
and not what followed,
not the days and nights stretched
and burdened by grief’s tonnage.
Lift the worn duvet, slip from the bed,
the floor’s cold sets you in motion.
Pull on your stashed clothes, coat, boots,
shrug the pack over your shoulder.
Don’t look back. Don’t hesitate hand on door.
Once outside, walk with the certainty
of a postman on his route.
Then disappear into the land
that calls the name you leave behind,
into the crowd you shun. Assimilate,
change color, shed skins, wear hats.
Cross borders, city, county, country. Cross
into a place, a space foreign, forgotten.
Heidi Seaborn knows something about flight as she moved 27 times before finding herself back where she grew up in Seattle. Heidi started writing poetry in 2016. Since then, her work has appeared in over 25 journals, in five anthologies, as the chapbook “Body Politic” published by Mount Analogue Press and on a Seattle bus. Her published work can be found at www.heidiseabornpoet.com. You can find her on Twitter @heidiseaborn1.